I'm drunk not because of drinks yet because of you

When people are sad : they go to "after 7".
When people are sad : they get crazier there.
When people are sad : they are loneliness in a crowded.
When people are sad : they get drunk easily like me.

I was in after7 for my two buddies birthday but i was the first who K.O in the party. I drink the least than past but i fall down the fastest, perhaps, sadness brings people drunk easily always.

I've been told myself repeatedly, i'm optimism not even a small kid anymore.

Something happened to me after the night.
I blinded as i forgot to taken off my contact lens after i drunk. It made my eyes couldn't be open until today for posting blog. Almost 2 days for it.

God is sending me a msg..i have been blinding myself for recently and staying in the darkness for quite some time. Ask me to wake up to reality.. yeah i would, but all i need is energy. where is my source of energy ?

Once again wish my buddies happy birthday.. you guys make my life shorter :p one day soon, we should go to buy some nice place with nice scenery for our graveyard.



Happy birthday to both of u "mutha fucker biao and lan bei duck"